LHC Effect !!

Recently, I witnessed a strange incident in college premises.. As we were standing outside the Mandir, suddenly something as big as a football crashed on ground right in front of me, inches away from my foot. At first I couldn't make out what exactly it was, I went round it to analyze and realized it was a dead vulture. People just stared at it, and did nothing, so did I... but it set me thinking why and how a vulture would fall down and that too like this..

Now dont think I am fooling around coz as far as I know, birds dont die while flying, and vultures and eagles are creatures that fly very high in the sky. Now possibilities that I calculated are .. It might have crashed with a building ( then I realised I am nt in New York :D), then i thought about a airplane but that flies higher , than vultures I suppose...

It kept me wondering, while one of my friends, said it was an ominous sign.. A dead vulture falling in front of a Mandir at night... not good...I am not an atheist, and I do believe in Omens.. but this didnt appear to me as an omen, i dunno why...

Then the most intriguing part, I was still wondering and my friend was sad coz of the Omen, when one of my other friends suggested me something that he had seen in the movie "The Core".... birds dyeing due to magnetic field disruptions...and the link was quite clear... if seen from the Science Fiction's point of view... There is a huge experiment going on in Geneva... The LHC experiment... now that set me thinking !!

Dreams...

I live in dreams...
yes, i live in dreams..
my dreams..
It has to be a dream
for what else could be so beautiful,
so magnificent, so happy,
so secure, so comfortable...
I know it is my dream coz this is what I always dreamt of..
Life should be beautiful,
I dont have to worry,
I dont have to cry,
All my tears are smiles,
All me fears are gone.

I am not alone..
I am protected, guided by an angel..
An angel who is my companion..
My friend,my guide..
I open my eyes
yet I feel I am dreaming,Am i ??
I still feel the comfort of some one being with me
each moment, each second,
as if he is right here, inside me..moving in my veins..
I feel his presence with every breath..
What is this?I have never felt this before..
I pinch myself, no use...Oh Lord !!
This feeling does not go away...
I look upto HIM ,and ask " Am I finally blessed??Have you really given me what I wished for soo long...Have you really sent me an angel.. ? "
I dont know what his reply is, but I still feel overjoyed...
Thank you Lord.. is all I say..
and try to pinch myself once more..
But it still doesnt go away...
May be its here to stay...

ThE StOrY

Once upon a time, there was a little girl. She was all alone, there was no one with her, no one to play with, no one to laugh with, no one to cry with. She had a very busy family.All people were busy, very busy, she had no one of her age. As time passed, this little girl also became like all others of her family, the only difference was she was too mature for her age. She was a kid, who liked to play with other children of her age, but she always thought she had to be busy, life is very important and it should not be wasted.
With time, these thoughts conquered her mind, and captured her heart. She stopped dreaming, stopped craving, stopped living. Her wounded soul pained a lot but she didnt have time to feel that pain.The only thing she could feel at times was loneliness.This loneliness started haunting her at nights, she started to run away from it,she couldnt.Then she thought may be there would be someone who would enter her life and transform it into a fairy tale.....
This dream of her's costed her a lot.. She couldnt understand who that prince would be.She tried many people but got nothing but deception.Her wounded soul had now become injured. It was bleeding profusely, but she dint feel the pain, coz she had started to live with it.It pained only when she thought about it. So, she stopped thinking also. But that wasnt enough, she had not suffered enough, when her universe shook, and all was lost.She coulnt even understand what happened.All she could think by looking at the shattered pieces was to collect them, and trying very hard to join them again, as if it was a jigsaw puzzle, and she got too busy in it.
This time she didnt even feel any pain, because the pain was too severe for her soul.Her soul went numb,completely numb, lost somewhere as a speck in the universe.Undetectable,unconcious,invisibly lost in the universe of pain.
She started living like this,wishing nothing,feeling nothing,believing nothing...The only word in her life was "nothing".
But then, something very different happened,in this cold,dark life of her's God sent an angel.That angel was in disguise,so she couldnt feel his entrance in her own life, but that angel came.He came and opened his arms and held that shattered,lost,delusioned soul in his arms and said,"I love you baby, I will marry you and be with you throughout your life... I will protect you from everything that pains you,I will do everything for you that is in my control,I will ease away your pains.. You have had enough, now you dont have to do anything, just lean on me, close your eyes.. I will do everything for the rest of your life... I WILL PROVIDE YOU YOUR PARADISE !"

THANK YOU ANGEL, I WONT EVER BE ABLE TO THANK YOU ENOUGH... BUT EACH BREATH THAT I TAKE WOULD THANK YOU FOR COMING IN MY LIFE....

-The Little Girl.